Saturday, December 19, 2009


i will study hard.
i will promote.
for all of them,

i swear, i will.

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Thursday, December 17, 2009


went out today with shufen, aaron, grace, jason and daniel. orchard then bugis. haha. quite cool, lunch and shopping. and now, i realize, it's really time to start mugging. like seriously, not just some revision, but mugging hard. so since the 05 study thing is off, heading to amk library to mug then. do what i can. rachel and rena coming too, yay!

and watched the news, a japanese man married a virtual reality girl called nene. wow. i think having figurines and all are fine but marrying? hmms. i think, no way.



and...


Phyllis asked me something today, "What is the one thing you fear of going into a relationship?" And my reply was, "I dont want to hurt others?"

Phyllis, I know you are reading this(: All the best for your re-exam! Have faith in yourself okay? We'll all be behind you babe.


my dearest sandra, he should read this post and i'm sure he'd feel so lucky to have such an angel like you.

and thanks a million (: will work hard!

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Wednesday, December 16, 2009


had a study date with sam and sandra today at amk library. really thankful sam brought the superposition and D.A. stuff so i could do (: thanks dearie!

and so i tried to clear the hw. i didnt clear all, but almost. so not bad. mostly spent my day at the library, from 10am to 6pm. haha. BUT didnt study that much, duh. study, talked to sam and sandra, lunch, read 8th days 1000th issue, study, talked to sam, study, talked to sandra, study. haha. yeaps.

then sweetie sandra followed me to go get shoes! a new pair of white NIKE ;D love it. but must be very careful. being the klutz i am, i'm going to dirty my shoes somehow. hopefully the shoe-cleaner works well! *hopes*

and dined at amk hub food court with mummy. actually wanted ichiban but then suddenly no mood. so i was like "food court" ;DD food, not bad (: BUT hygiene standards there was terrible. i doubt i'm going back there anytime soon.

comic relief:
ate supper with mummy at macs, then a family with 3 boys, aged 3, 4 and 6 came. wow. amazing boys. when me and my mum turned to look at them when they were so noisy, (we weren't pissed, just laughed that they were so hyperactive) they began making cute faces at us. btw, all 3 boys were super cute and pleasant looking. the youngest seemed cheekiest. kept making cheeky eyes. SEEMED. who knows, it's the 2nd one. he came to me and wanted to hug me (but failed) thrice. zZZ. then he kept saying i love you to me. "i love you! i love you! i love you! i love you! i love you! i love you! i love you! i love you! i love you! " LOL. not that i'm showing-off that i attracted a young boy, (LOOOOL) it's just that i felt the boy was incredibly into movies. must have learnt it from some weird film, like new moon maybe? where there is excessive kissing. then when i was leaving, he was like "i go home with you!"
and my reply, "nono, you go home with your mummy."
then his dad laughed uncontrollably.
omg. thank got for him i'm neither a paedophile nor a cougar. if not, this boy, gone. *sinister laughter*




yeaps, what a day. and,
overall, i'm very glad i met sam and sand today, coz we did talk and share many things. and sandra is one lucky and CUTE GIRL. i kept laughing as we were talking. hahaha.

and dearie sam, i hope she will stay the nce girl she is but make sure no one takes advantage of that niceness. and sad that she had to leave halfway but it was to help her painful cramps, so she could rest at home. (:

and serene is back from vietnam! saw some photos, nice! it was like so fun. and well done girl, she completed the whole climb ;DD

all these are making me wanna meet up with all 7 of them quick! it's gonna be 2nd or 3rd jan. haha. if only we all could find time to go malaysia, sandra could intro us the good food and i'd intro a nice comfy hotel for one night! ;DD or maybe just cheap shopping! whoo! ;DDD but s'pore is fine. heck the venue, it's about the people (:




and talking to all of them made me really convinced that there's nth to think about. leave it to fate. seriously. if i'm lucky, our paths will cross one day. meanwhile, study study study ;DDD

night, folks!
it's 2.15 ;D

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Friday, December 11, 2009


somehow, i feel, i'm not really lucky.
i mean, i admire those who are luckier, in that sense.
i'm not supposed to feel like this.
i mean, it's not right.
but then again.
are affairs of the heart ever right?

i hope it'll pass.
really hope.
it's weird that i feel this way.

come on phyllis, you don't even know the guy.

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Thursday, December 10, 2009


talked to kenneth.
revalation.
reality check.





I AM A FREAKING SLACKER.

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and here i am, using the computer again.
and differentiation is finally okay for me. not easy, but okay. hopefully easy questions will come out for the exams. and more please, coz it's currently the only thing i'm moderately confident in.

and i just went on facebook(again. it's really becoming an addiction) and saw some 0508 seniors' D&D PHOTOS. so cool. they already look so pretty but wow. make-up and the dresses totally made them look really really drop-dead gorgeous. haha.

then this thought struct me: if i don't pass my exams, i wont be there next year. ): sigh, must really work hard. i want to proudly announce that
yes, i am a mugger.

and yeaps, that's it. will go and start integration i guess.
yet another phase of this battle has begun.

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Tuesday, December 08, 2009


think i'll come back to blogging. despite this blog's dead-state.

17th birthday was awesome! ;DDDDD
5/12/09 <3
had fun! went to huang yi's place for swimming and bbq! so glad so many ppl made it (: thanks all who made my day!
although it rained halfway during the bbq, i'm thankful huang yi borrowed this portable bbq pit and we bbq-ed at her balcony instead! ahahaha. then since it's powered by electricity and not coal, somehow, whenever i forgot and used the metal tongs, i goot shocked by it! hahahahha. funny. i'm so blur.
and unlike what the 0509 girls would have guessed, NO i didnt "eek".
hahaha.
and i seriously love my cake. although my granny was like "aiyo, why the cake so plain" xDDD haha. MANGO! <3 and surprisingly daddy who isn't into cakes ate like 2 servings (:

and the following day, 6/12/09, i was pleasantly surprised!
serene dearest popped by at my place <3
and i was still in my nightwear =.= LUCKY I RAN AWAY FAST. haha. and obviously, got changed so at least i'm moderately presentable. hahaha.
love her so much. missed her too. so glad she popped by.
and serene dearest, thanks for the card. heart-warming. really.
missed the times when we spent almost everyday together.
together with the otheer 6 <3
and girl, if you ever read this, you'd be back from vietnam already!
i know you've done your best and conquered that mountain! ;D whike bringing joy and smiles to all around you, like you always have ;DDD

and yesterday went back aj to study with sandra, reggie and EDWARD, THE FAKE AJC-IAN. hahaha. cleared doubts, really helpful buddies i have there. then we went for lunch at j8 mos and talked about stuff, considered catch-up i guess, haha. love them, treasured gems in my life. (:

and the greatest thing that happened to me in my 4 years in zhonghua was that i met you all. wonderful friends who come to truly understand me, support me, and whom i've come to love and appreciate.
love you 7 and hope to see you all during the upcoming gathering (:



and hmms. recently, for the past 3 days straight, had bad cramps. very bad ones. i think i better start eating vitamins or supplements or something that can help. painful.


but overall, i think life's good. the only thing lacking to make it great is SELF-DISCIPLINE. to study. it's coming. less than 20 days. i better stop facebooking and start studying very hard. sometimes i reflect on my actions and i feel so stupid that i'm not mature enough to know what's best for me.

so yes. i must start working hard. i have to. and i must want to.

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Monday, November 16, 2009


it's a fruit punch day.
i will not attempt to explain this, but see if you're wacky enough to figure this out.
this has nothing to do with fruits.

well, the day started with a resilience workshop. seeing everyone else in pure pain sitting in the auditorium sure was funny. maybe i'm geekish. coz i was busy listening and jotting down notes. wait. i'm not so nerdy 8D i just thought it was so interesting. all the psychological perspectives and analysis (: if you'd like to know what exactly was cool about the workshop, come read my notes! xD

then denise and rachel beside me were so funny. haha.

then came the aesthetics programme. not bad, the circus dude was funny alright. haha, and i dare say paulina was so intimidated by him. haha. and probably little miss shy(rena). haha. supper cool. clapped so much my hands hurt a little.

and came CHIKI. the jap magician. who's a young JAP GUY. haha. ppl who know me, you'd have figured out my reaction to him by now. especially when he's cute and talented too. seriously, he's not too much of a magician, more of a dancer. awesome. HIGHLIGHT OF THE DAY: I TOOK TWO PHOTOS WITH HIM ON MY PHONE. awesomeness! shall put them on facebook. will put it in the 05/09 album though it's incredibly irrelavant there. LOL. and like i always say, heck lah. (:

here's one:

yay!









then after that was maths! cleared doubts and maths is becoming less of a foe, more of a friend (:

then then went with amanda, small girl, ah koh, joash and kenneth to amk hub for a nice teabreak (:

great day!










and of course, life is fair at times.
with great joy come stink bombs as well.
well, basically, that part of today sucks.
yep. that's all.


if you think i've not been a very good friend, i think it's mutual. sorry. but i really do. not that i want to end it or anything, i'm just saying what i feel too.


and revelations a plenty. but whatever. you're a player, i should've known by now. silly me.
ps to dear readers: i'm not hurt. haha. it's just a revelation.

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